finally going to get my nose pierced today :)

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing . It turns up when you don't really expect it . Its like one day you realize that the fairy tail may be slightly different than you dreamed . The castle well ,it may not be a castle . And its not so important happy ever after , just that its happy right now . See once in a while , once in a blue moon , people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away .

my moms up making cupcakes at 12.10 am

haha i love you mamma

what you've given me

is more than i can say

cause i don't know the words

to thank you properly

you pulled me from the grave

and stood me on a hill

and when i was afraid

you made me still

for the love you bring , owe you everything

for the breath you give your my cause to live

for the love you bring owe you everything

for the breath you give your my cause to live

for everything under the sun i owe you one

chaos all around

explosions and fire

you took me off the ground

and lifted me higher

when trouble knew my name

that was before you

ill never be the same

now that i know you

i love you and I'm sorry i don't come visit often but I'm so hurt by you and i hate the fact your so stubborn and refuse to believe or see what you've done to me , to her and to them is wrong i hate that this is gonna be the first Christmas well have without you , i hate that your getting sick and that i know if anything happen to you i would hate myself for not seeing you and telling you i love you more but i cant stomach being in that place and knowing you could change everything and make everything better if you wanted to , its been four years I'm tired of waiting . i miss you , the real you .

You really shouldnt say 'i love you' if you dont mean it But if you mean it , you should say it alot . People forget

dont be shocked if i cry

youv changed me inside

i turned my back on you

you were the only reason i pulled through