Sunday, November 29, 2009

You found me upside down. Back to front. You pulled me out from the inside. I never said thank you .


so thank you for never leaving me , for always being there any hour of the day and for always showing me unconditional love im so thankful to have you in my life

Wednesday, November 25, 2009


How come you only use your blog to write about me ? Its flatering , but c'mon don't you think its a tad pathetic ?
i dont understand why i miss you

Sunday, November 22, 2009


Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me

amazing day , amazing people , amazing God

Friday, November 20, 2009



you are the most beautiful person i have ever met

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

i love when randoms confess thier love for me on msn . wow

Monday, November 16, 2009


you have no idea how much our little talk meant to me i couldnt help the tears from filling up my eyes i was just happy to hear from you , to know you still care and to know your ok i know weve changed alot but you were one of the bestfriends ive ever had someone i could be completey myself with ill never forget the laughs untill we cried , the times i would come to your house and have nap in your cloud bed while you listened to music , how you'd make me toppers and bring them to me or how we walked to your dairy and you kept saying "i feel like im on skins" while we watched an old man try and play the hermonica to some gangster beats . you were a big part in my life and i will always love you . i miss you


The broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can start tomorrow
From stealing all my time

And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart
I'm barley breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating

In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning

So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead

And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating

In the pain
Is there healing?
In your name
I find meaning

So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be okay

Broken lights on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
I haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating

In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning

So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Im so happy

Friday, November 13, 2009




If I could take these words
And fill them up with air
I'd fly you to the stars
So we can disappear
If I could take your heart
And keep it close to me
I swear it will not break
I swear it will not bleed

Wednesday, November 11, 2009


i love him , amazing




Tuesday, November 10, 2009

you disgust me . your so fake i dont understand how you can act like my friend telling me things like "im here if you need to talk" and sending me all those text telling me you love and miss me , when the whole time youv been saying all that crap behind my back . and then when i confront you , you have nothing to say . grow up , your a coward .

Monday, November 9, 2009

today i have to dye my hair , go to my job interview then hangalang with hairy . its 11.OO I should get started .


i have a stalker , creeeeeepy

Sunday, November 8, 2009


its true

Saturday, November 7, 2009


and you brighten up the world
with your eyes and you're so damn
lovely when you're on my mind
cause you're the only one

yes please

orange juice , long drives , night time , winter , coffee , photography , painted nails , mo mo tea , Jesus , no more school , sarcasm , birds , green , high jacking Brandons car with Kaffy , dresses , op shops , tattoos and piercings , next year , my bible , cherry blossom trees , swimming with Kita , my cat , birds , long hair , sushi , the city , hammocks , nahbees , fireworks , holding hands , music , dress up partys , next july , the viaduct , a walk to remember , birds , blue eyes , big hugs , bright lights , sleeping in , my family , listening to lydia when i sleep & birds.

Friday, November 6, 2009

last day of school today , im glad its over but im gunna miss everyone so much . Fire works with all the year 13s tonight at the beach then water tower with some peepz. Going to be a good good night .
i went to mo mo tea lastnight , oh my it is amazing .

& i love you Kaffy .

Tuesday, November 3, 2009


I'm discontent with chasing the wind
i want to feel more than air on my skin
like the tide feelings come and go
here today gone tomorrow


i want love i want you
so take this beaten heart
and let it beat for you


I'm scared , yeah I'm scared
only you know how i feel
when i say i don't want to feel anything but love
true love , true love


watch me bloom cause soon ill wither
but your love lasts forever
like the sun life is beautiful
when i rise and when i fall