Saturday, October 31, 2009

im starting to be happy more than im sad again , things are getting better . Halloween party tonight im excited .





i love you

Wednesday, October 28, 2009


oooooo baby i cant wait
you didnt do what you did because you care about me and you wanted to help , actions speak louder than words , you did it to hurt me .

Tuesday, October 27, 2009




I am finding out that maybe i was wrong .





That ive fallen down and i cant do this alone



Stay with me , this is what i need , please ?

Monday, October 26, 2009

today has been the best day Ive had in a long time , spent the day at the viaduct and mission bay , then went out for dinner with peepz . finally feeling better about things .



and im really looking forward to june

Saturday, October 24, 2009

hahahahahahahahaha

Friday, October 23, 2009

tomorrow will not be like today.
tomorrow will not be like today.
tomorrow will bot be like today.
tomorrow i will be happy.

i told you something , because i needed to talk to someone and because i thought i could trust you ,but the fact that your going around telling people just proves i cant . thanks for nothing .

Saturday, October 17, 2009



Everyone says that love hurts , but thats not true. Lonliness hurts , rejection hurts , losing someone hurts , envy hurts . Everyone gets these things confused with love , but in reality , love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain & makes
someone feel wonderful again .Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt .

Friday, October 16, 2009

i have alot going on with me , and i cant even talk to you about it . i really thought out of everyone you would be there .

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

road trip to tga soon , with the brother and friends cant wait .

Monday, October 12, 2009


I don't mind it I don't mind at all it's like you're
the swing set and I'm the kid that falls

Sunday, October 11, 2009

soooo excited about next year .

There's something about the night and the way it
hides all the things I like little black butterflies deep inside me

Saturday, October 10, 2009

town tonight will clo . guna get our dance on in dem clubs yo
schools nearly finished i need to :

. get a job
. get my licence
. save money to move into town early next year

next year will be a fresh start , i need it really bad im so over everything.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

i love drinking "biscuit drinks" , singing really loud to beyonce , jumping the neighbours fence to get grapefruit eating nutmeg and laughing till we cry with Chloe . i love you

Tuesday, October 6, 2009


you wonder why i don't talk to you about everything like i use to , its because what happen last year and the hurt it broughtdoesn't just go away , and after a month i was meant to just get over it you didn't care anymore you never asked how i was doing , and when i did tell you why i was upset your reaction was "oh" and you would just walk away . that's why i don't want to tell you whats going on with me right now because if something that big didn't make you see that i needed you to care and i needed you to talk to me and be there then every other problem isn't gonna matter to you at all , and telling you would just be a waste of breath . I'm sorry that I'm "not the girl i used to be" but i have alot of hurt and anger built up in me and its getting harder and harder for me to hide . and your little digs at me every day are wearing me out faster .

Monday, October 5, 2009


its crazy right ? to love someone who hurts you


its even crazier to think that someone who hurts you , loves you

thankyou for geting me into the habit of not being able to sleep till the early hours of the morning its 1.30 and bed time wont be till maybe 3 if im lucky but im thinking tonights gunna be an all nighter . ive got to much going on it this head of mine.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

ive never felt like this before .

nice try sweetie , did you really think id fall for your whole "im here if you need
anything" bull. i know what you were really up to im not stupied leave me alone.

Nahbee

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Nakita Jade , thankyou for hugging me when i cried , thankyou for taking me for a drive so i could clear my head , thankyou for letting me stay at your house so i didnt have to be alone , thankyou for listening to me , thankyou for texting me and checking up to make sure i was ok , thankyou for being there , thankyou for being my bestfriend

bad beginnings make happy endings
i promise it will be ok

Friday, October 2, 2009

most messed up thing anyone could ever do to someone , i hope your happy with yourself .