Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I really do have the most amazing boyfriend in the world , i couldnt ask for more .
I love staying out late having deep and meaningful's with my beautiful best friend nakita jade in the park , cant wait for tonight i love you bear

Shes absolutely gorgeous right

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

i want to do this

Monday, March 29, 2010

Saved by Your mercy
Found in Your grace
Totally surrendered to Your embrace
And theres nothing more than You
See Your perfection
Im lost in Your peace
Your faithfulness sings over me
And Your love is the light of my soul
Just so you know ..

. i love Jesus Christ
. my names Valene Salvina Picton
. im 19 in may
. i have 4 sisters and 3 brothers
. im addicted to skins
. i have an obbsession with birds and fairy lights
. my friends mean the most
. i hate the way i look
. i love orange juice
. i have the best boyfriend
. i hate talking on the phone
. i have trust issues
. im american
. my head hurts
. my favourite colours green
. im short
. theres only a few people i truley like
. i enjoy justin bieber
. i love 1950s style
. i like tattoos and piercings
. i find boys that smoke attractive
. i want to travel all over the world
. i play with my tounge piercing way to much
. my favourite place is the city

Its such a confusing feeling losing you, some days it feels like it all happen just the other day , then other days it feels like you've been gone for so long and memories start to slip my mind , but no matter what day it is it never feels to real it always feels like you've just gone away for a little while but you ll be back soon no matter what day it is it always hurts and no matter day it is ill always miss you . Its almost been two years since it all happen and the fact your not coming back isn't a reality for me , but i know one day it'll all hit me part of me wants that day to come so i can deal with it and heal but the other part of me never wants to face it because i never want to let you go . I love you Portia McPhail

Friday, March 19, 2010

Thankyou for being there even when i wake you up in the middle of the night because i need a hug and thankyou for telling me you think im beautiful even when makeup and tears are running down my cheeks .

I believe in the sun even when it isnt shining . I believe in love when i am alone and i believe in God even when He is silent

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Thank you for being so patient and understanding with me,i know I'm not the easiest girl to understand because of the walls Ive built up around my heart but your breaking them down more and more every day,your amazing you are the only exception.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

i hate that some how you can still make me cry .
i hate you

Thursday, March 11, 2010

my bestfriend is beautiful,this girl means the world to me

i love you nakita jade i wouldnt trade you for the world

Monday, March 8, 2010

Micah Dickson you are one of the best things
that has happen to me in along time
your amazing

this was the best night ever
and hayley is super hot

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

thanks to monique im going to PARAMORE tommorow

your one of my favourite people in the whole world , i love you

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

ive always lived like this keeping a comfortable distance
up until now i had sworn to myself that im content with lonliness
because none of it was ever worth the risk
well you are the only exception