i want to hate you , i want to hurt you just like you do to me but no matter how hard i try i cant find it in myself to just ignore you ive tried but as soon as i know your lonely or your hurting i have to call you and make sure your ok because i love you i do after everything youv done to me and after everything youv broken i still love you and what i want more than anything is just for you to know me and for me to know you more than just by name i know the old you is in there someone im just waiting for him to come out . I miss you Dad