finally going to get my nose pierced today :)

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing . It turns up when you don't really expect it . Its like one day you realize that the fairy tail may be slightly different than you dreamed . The castle well ,it may not be a castle . And its not so important happy ever after , just that its happy right now . See once in a while , once in a blue moon , people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away .

my moms up making cupcakes at 12.10 am

haha i love you mamma

what you've given me

is more than i can say

cause i don't know the words

to thank you properly

you pulled me from the grave

and stood me on a hill

and when i was afraid

you made me still

for the love you bring , owe you everything

for the breath you give your my cause to live

for the love you bring owe you everything

for the breath you give your my cause to live

for everything under the sun i owe you one

chaos all around

explosions and fire

you took me off the ground

and lifted me higher

when trouble knew my name

that was before you

ill never be the same

now that i know you

i love you and I'm sorry i don't come visit often but I'm so hurt by you and i hate the fact your so stubborn and refuse to believe or see what you've done to me , to her and to them is wrong i hate that this is gonna be the first Christmas well have without you , i hate that your getting sick and that i know if anything happen to you i would hate myself for not seeing you and telling you i love you more but i cant stomach being in that place and knowing you could change everything and make everything better if you wanted to , its been four years I'm tired of waiting . i miss you , the real you .

You really shouldnt say 'i love you' if you dont mean it But if you mean it , you should say it alot . People forget

dont be shocked if i cry

youv changed me inside

i turned my back on you

you were the only reason i pulled through

im better near to you

Christmas Party at my house tonight with all my

favourite people , its gonna be GREAT

pretty much your just two faced and i want nothing to do with you

i didnt think help could come in the form of a person

but there you were

you breathe life back into me

cause i dont need to see it to believe it

i dont need to see it to believe it

cause i cant shake this fire

burning deep inside my heart

Ive realized that when people speak negative hurtful things into your world they scar and stay with you forever and eventually you start to believe those horrible things i refuse to believe them anymore .

Someone you haven't even met yet is wondering what it'd be like to know someone like you.

It'd be nice if you could stay a while.

she waits for him , i smile across her face

she runs to him with arms wide open

she says Daddy , i love you

your all i need and more you are me hero

hold me in your arms never let me go

before its to late i thought you should know

i love you , i wish that you didn't have to go

you make me laugh when no one else can

so please Daddy please come home

now things arnt the same

she wants to know him more than just by name

shes holding back those tears

so he doesn't have to see her sad

all she wants is to hear him say baby i love you

before its to late i thought you should know

i love you , i wish that you didn't have to go

you make me laugh when no one else can

so please Daddy please come home

By my little sister Katarina

the little time i spend with you means the world to me you have no idea . i wish i could see you more i hope things get better soon and you realize what shes doing to you because your not who you use to be and sometimes when were together and your away from that place and away from her i see the real you , and i love the real you more than you know . please come home .

things are good , really good

Brittany , Chermayne and Lys you girls

are amazing last night was so much fun

"you remember me , you tried to get

my face pregnant " i love you